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13th March, 2009. 9:36 pm. Insane_journal not working

WTF!!! IJ needs to stop being a bitch and start working because now I can't access my fics and visits sites I want to visit. I keep logging in and it wont go through. I'm kinda upset.

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5th September, 2007. 3:41 pm. About me

I am going to start posting about my diet. I originally started last year, lost like 15 pounds then gave up. Now i'm starting again, my current weight is 155 pounds. My goal is to get down to 120. I previously posted this on LJ but am moving it to here. The information is a little wrong, whatever.
This is who I am...
Name:BlackStar
Age:21
Country and Place of birth:Port-au-Prince, Haiti
I live in...Maryland
Height:5'3
Current weight:150
Highest weight:170
Lowest weight:....
Goal weight:115
Type(s) of ED you have and why it started:Don't have one
Had ED for how long time:Don't have one
This is what I think of my ED.........
How your ED has affected your life:It hasn't :)
My favourite...
Colour:Blue
Clothing:skirts
Breast cupsize:36-C
Activity/exercice:running/ team sports
Diet:under 1000 cal
Way of losing weight:excercise and eating less
Liquids during a fast:water, tea, coffee
Low cal foods:apples, raisens, bananas, goldfishes crackers
ED quote(s):"Nothing taste as good as thin feels"
Ana songs:"Judith" by A Perfect Circle
The crazy life...
Do you have any other mental illnesses apart from ED?Depression
Diagnosis? Depressed?Depression?
Does anyone know about your ED?dont have one...if I did no one would notice
Do you want help for ED?urm....no
This is how I see myself...fat, ugly, with a large waist and larger thighs
How many cals do you consume in one day?1000
How many percent of your day you need think food and your weight to cope with your ED?50%
Have ever been hospitalized?no
How do your family and friends make more difficulties to your ED-life?call me fat and ugly
How do you deal with them?ignore them...put on my headphones and let the music take me away
Your "perfect BMI":Not sure
The things you like in your appearance:hair, smile, breast, eyes, ears, skin color
The things you loathe in your appearance:thighs, stomach, legs, nails, waist, hips, skin (scars
Favourite ana books or movies:Harry Potter (books), The E. Lynn Harris books,
Are you a perfectionist?Not really, but I try to do well in life
Also at school?Good grades, try really hard
Favourite school subject(s):My literature class
Describe your character:hard working, smart, nice, down to earth
Education/work:college
Your interests in life:be the best
Special talents:Played piano for 7 years
Number of good friends:4-5
Number of antidepressants you have been prescripted?none
The things you evaluate in a boyfriend/girlfriend:good teeth, good body, smart/educated, loyal, not a pimp, friendly
How many siblings do you have? Were you born first?have 2 other siblings, I'm the middle child
How do you get along with your parents/siblings?O.K
Any pets?none at the moment, had a bird/dog/turtle/cat/horse/pigs/cows
Can you tolerate mess in your house/room?to some degree
Do you have to make plan/list of everything?It helps
First thoughts when you wake up in the morning?"Stay on Course" "God, not another day"
Do you calculate calories very accurately?Try to
Do you have difficulties to follow your diet plan through in some situations? When is that?Yes, when I have lots of food around me
What good things does ED do for me?Not that I have one...keeps you thin
If you had a choice would you have the courage to give up your ED?Not that I have one but knowing myself -No

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